Wading with Water wings - 23 years...

[CBK]

Hey Sandi - didn't lock up!

I needed to get out of my office, went and got my haircut by a new person and said give me something new! She is actually an old friend and her husband does our upholstery - she kept asking about my W and how she would react to this new "younger" look. I said we will find out!

I am in a good space though right now. I was getting way to worked about about the unknown. As you all know, one of my best friends is an Episcopal Priest (I am not Episcopalian though) - and when I get all anxious, he settles me known quickly. He has his own 2x4's that work on me well and puts things into perspective. He is one of the two people that know the entire story - so he says stuff like "if WAW is still talking to him, he may as well be using your toothbrush - there is no you two right now - get that through your thick head" and he says it lovingly like you all do.

I am all for the short break - I think we both need a lot of healing to do - so I am not going to be against it. If she does insist on coming back home (I can't keep her out), then I will adjust my travel schedule, spend weekends in San Diego (could be worse) and just be.

I am just glad the emollercoaster (emotional roller coaster) was a shorter ride today. I actually finally got upset with myself asking do I really want to go back down Pitty Lane?

So I am with a new haircut, going to cook dinner with kids, then either go shopping for a couple of new shirts or go hit a bucket of balls.

Life is okay right now, good perspective.

Let's see if I lock this sucker up!

CBK

PS - don't know if I am the most popular, but I spend a lot of time reading and processing and I think for some it is a relief to say "well heck, I am not as bad as CBK!" Kind of cathartic