Jackie..you are so right..your kids need you..does not mean we can't hurt..cry..SCREAM..but to try and keep ourselves sane.There are many days it would be so easy to give all this up..just move on with a d..or what ever is the easiest..but I want to know that I have tried..and right now h and I are not talking about our m, so I don't feel like we are even trying..but we are working on ourselves. I know sometime I will probably have to start asking him where he thinks we are..yet I am scared because obviously he can't hug me, so for him to tell me he's madly in love with me again ain't going to happen.So I wait patiently..going on with my life as I please and kinda liking the independence. Hang in there
