Wading with Water wings - 23 years...

[CBK]

That is what I will keep telling myself - and it is true to an extent, when I say expect nothing, I am expecting the worse - maybe that is the wrong way to look at it - but the pessimist side of me (which is my weaker half) is coming out.

Not much I can do. I need to stay strong through the night tonight. Was planning on hitting a bucket, but may go get hair cut and a couple of new shirts - want to look nice for MC

I have seen three different Doc's - no AD perscribed. In my worst of times, I would have loved one. My son is ADD, wonder if I should take one of his Concerta's? That is supposed to help me focus - knowing my luck it will make me more emotional!

CBK