Bill, your post was wonderful, beautiful sincere and so very very true.
I love the quote, would you mind if I used is as my signature line ? I think is to applies to me, and to so many of us here for that matter !
I am glad that you have found happiness and love again. I hope to one day find that love again. Of course my hope still lies in finding it with H, but maybe at some point we will have grown too far apart to meet again...then whoe knows what other wonderful things life will bring me.
I am blessed with wonderful family and friends and with the 3 most wonderful kids in the world !!!!
Yesterday was a sad day, but I see the ray of sun again, I know that whatever happens I will be fine. I do think that I have to work at acceptance. Last night I woke up thinking that I was having a heart attack (I'm 35 !!), I awoke, couldn't feel my heart and panicked and then my heart nearly JUMPED out of my ribcage ....I think it may have been an anxiety attack. It was scary. I truly thought my kids would find me dead the next morning...I was very scared. I do not like taking drugs for this sort of thing, but I have myself some rescue spray, to help me through next time. Hopefully, however there will not be a next time.
I thank you for finding the love in you to come and share all that you wrote with me and all the others who will read it !
Sending you great amounts of love and gratitude, Cinders xxx
