I know. I am, however, at a new job. The other thing is its not like this is new. We have been separated for seven months. You would think at some point I would start to feel better. I am not sure if it is because I have pushed it aside not to deal with it at all, or I have been through this denial phase. I still don't feel like my marriage is over. I still feel that there is hope. But part of me wants to just move on a bit and heal, and I wonder...if I heal, does that mean I don't want to be married anymore?
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
