And the rollercoaster continues

[MichelleLT]

He has actually never left me to answer the phone, even through the worst of it all.

Wow. That's pretty incredible. Very considerate of him.

He is thinking about the good times...he has even brought up going on another trip several times. Maybe that would be good for us right now.

I'm sure it would be good to have some real quality time together and also give you each a break from the daily stresses of work, and break from your mom lol.

it feels good that he is remembering.

I bet!

I am finally getting that it wasn't me he was running from but more from responsibility and guilt. OW wasn't a responsibility, he didn't feel a need to take care of her like he did me...and he didn't feel like he could take care of me if he got out of the Air Force...but at the same time he felt like he HAD to get out of the AF. I think it goes back to that "I have nothing to offer" statement that he says. OW took him out of reality.

Those are some pretty powerful insights!