I am sick to death of this emotional rollercoaster. I feel so sad, and I am stuck at work so I can't have the breakdown I know I need to have. Sometimes I feel like I am just getting by from one day to another, never knowing what is going to happen, not knowing whether to give up hope or continue. I would not wish this upon my worst enemy. I don't think I have ever felt this horrible before in my life, though I am sure I have. Its like this darkness consumes me at times, and at times I see light at the end of the tunnel. I guess this is one of my darker moments.
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
