Hi, I just joined this particular thread and I'm thinking our H's might be siamese twins. Although, yours is ahead of mine at the moment with the love stuff. Anyway, I don't know if this may be out of line or not but I've found myself in self induced funks at various times and I finally got an antidepressant. It's helped enormously!!!! It took trying a few different ones before I found the right one for me but it's all good now. Good luck to you.