I'm so sorry bout about your job and your ex's remarriage. They both had to have taken the wind out of your sales. Life does go on and you will as well. I also agree that what we see isn't always the reality of what is. I think we sometimes beat ourselves up by blowing "their" great life out of proportion. The reality IS that your ex got married much too soon after a divorce which very rarely is a good thing but actually it's best and healthiest if none of that matters to you and that should be your goal.
So enjoy your coffee in bed because we all know that that's a luxury you won't have for very long, then get out there and get back into the groove. Hey you live in Cali. Life ain't so bad..............