Haven't posted for awhile, just trying to keep my head above water. H has been out of the house 10 weeks now, but nothing has changed, except I see him/talk to him now more than I did when he lived here! He picks the kids up for school on Monday AM, has dinner at our house with them while I go out, I drop them off after school on Wed. for an overnight, then every other weekend I bring them to his place. He calls AM and PM to say good morning and good night, and always asks how my day has been. He's so freakin nice it's killing me. Last night on the phone he said something about me being his ex, and I said I didn't realize I'd made it to that point yet. He said "well, I still feel the way I did before (ILYBNILWY, not attracted to me, etc...). I'm getting really comfortable here." So then he actually asks me what I think we should do! ie. should we get a divorce!! I said you know how I feel- I want us to rebuild this marriage but that takes two. Are you asking me that so I can say yes and make the decision for you and you won't feel so bad? And he said "No, that's not what I'm doing. And I know it takes two. I haven't had time to think about it because I'm so busy at work." He then says we should just wait a bit. I feel like Im in limbo hell. I've been GALing, and it has really made me feel better as a person, but nothing is happening with H. Can I even manage to limit contact given the schedule with the kids?
I just get the feeling he has no feeling one way or the other about me, which scares me.
