Thank you for the welcome. I will have to make the rounds and get caught up on your situations. This stage seems so odd, it is something I have been working for, and I don't feel like we are exactly in limbo anymore (will he walk out the door?), but I still feel like there are so many things left unsaid. However, I don't know if saying them would do any good and if time (patience) is really my friend, not conversations about the R.
And would you believe it, I finally start going to the gym on a regular basis, find a time I like, and there is my MC. The one I would like to never see again. After the first day of trying to make sure I was always on a machine far from her, the second time I bit the bullet and said hello. She seemed a bit surprised to see me, but we got the hellos out of the way and hoepfully that is all we will have to say when we see each other! What a reminder of horrible times (and I forgot to cancel out last appt--H out of town, and she called and chastised me!)
Not much on the R front, H out of town, he called last night and we had a real nice chat. Sometimes the phone calls feel forced--trying to talk--but last night just rolled along. Though, I think that happened in normal times too, sometimes tons to talk about and other times nothing.
Hope all are having a great day. The sun is actually shining in PA. First time this month, I think.
