Okay. I guess my biggest problem is that this is the first time I have ever done anything like that. The rejection is hard to take, and we had been making progress. Two steps forward, three steps back. I know it will be okay, and that I will probably punish myself more than anyone else will. For now, you are right Michelle, I will just breath.


Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..