I feel completely humiliated. I did something so stupid last night that I am not sure this will recover. I sent my H a text propositioning him. It was stupid, I know, and I am beating myself up. He never even responded. Its a horrible thing to miss him so much, just the comfort of his arms around me, and not have that. Not only that, but its just not my style to make the first move like that. I am not even sure why I did it, except that I miss the human contact from him. I feel wretched.
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
