Thank you both so much for the advice. I will do that!!!

I just didn't want him to think anything about me sending that note.

I had a dream about him last night, I don't remember what it was but I woke up at 3am & cried myself back to sleep. I just miss him so bad & can't believe it was just a year ago everything was fine.

I'm so afraid that I've lost him for good. I just hope I haven't & he will come to his senses soon!!

Thank you all again for the advice!!!

(((HUGS)))