Sleep? What is sleep? I normally suffer from some insomnia. For the past ten months I sleep significantly less than usual. When I'm not with the kids I take an ambien and it makes me stay on the level. Right now I know I'm tired. I know I should want to sleep, yet my mind is racing. Two glasses of wine hasn't changed the tempo of my brain. I'll sit and watch the clock tick close to 1am, then wake at 6am and hope to get back to sleep for a while until the kids come in at 7am. Sometimes it works.
I need to hit a bucket tomorrow. Or ride my bike. It's been hot and I've slowed down the exercise. I need to start wearing out my body since I can't seem to wear out my mind.
Me: 42/H: 37 T: 10 years/M: 8 D9, S8 Bomb: 7.23.07 Separated: 1.20.08 D Final 3.19.09 Affair started in '05, found out parts in 11/07. They married 11.26.09