We had a very tough MC session today. My wife still "loves" the OM. I liken it to an addiction because it seems to have all the symptoms of one. There is defintely a battle going on inside my W. One part wants out, wants to be free....the other part seems to sensse that fixing the marriage is the most important thing to do. Right now, the wild woman who wants to be free is winning. I have worked very hard on myself, but in the end there really is nothing I can do to change her. Only to hope that she finally comes out of the fog. Somedays I wonder why I'm still fighting for my marriage.....and then I look at my 2 amazing kids and remember that they deserve that we try everything we can to try and put out M back together again. Lor
