I feel more and more helpless as these days go on about my sitch. that dosent mean i feel like i cant go on without her, in fact in getting used to not haveing her around, and thats the scary part. my W has pushed me into a mindset were she has been so friigin absent in my life these last 6 months i dont know how to bridge the gap she has creasted. thats the helpless part. every move i do in countered so completly in a way my heart and mind are giving up.
I dont want to lose my W but every thing I do or dont do is wrong, so how do I stop if if she is makeing it a enevitable march twords the big D.
