GERM04: I want to forgive her. I would pay anything to wake up and have her next to me and start again.
I'm the same way, you have seen my post. But unfortunately, we don't get this choice, becasue its been made for us. All we can do is work on ourself and smile while our heart gets ripped out.
I'm trying to find a happy medium, my emotions are shot. I'm numb. I don't understand why people do this to their families.
being sad and upset isn't working for me, so I'm doing a 180, trying to be happy, loving and friendly to everyone I meet, smile and the world smiles back.
Will keep you in my prayers GERM04
We all have a long haul ahead of us good or bad it's the path we choose thats important
M45 W41 M10 years D9, D6, D6, S5 OM confirmed 12/07 merry christmas to me PA confirmed 03/08 no sex yet ??? let me hope !!! W moving out June 1st - 13 days - Not packing yet
