I'm sorry you are feeling this way.Im hoping that its just everything that is going on right now.
Did you give him the letter??
I would have freaked out if I heard that, you are a stronger person than I. Limbo is a terrible place to be, and the fact that he is so up and down doesn't help it. I think the letter is a good idea, maybe it will sink in.
(((((hugs))))
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Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.