It is not weak, Jeanette. it is REAL.

You love him.

You feel for him.

What are you going to do , pretend it is not there?

You are being REAL and that is all that matters.

Yes, my H is a jerk, yes he is mean, but I do LOVE him.

And if he said the same words, i would probably do the same.

it is real. i am glad you said what you felt.

Let him be.

He realizes it. just let him be.

stop downing yourself. you neee to do what makes you happy.

Our kids make mistakes, it doesn't mean we stop loving them.

you are fine, Jeanette.