All I know right now is that this is getting to the point where it is more than I can take. Why can't things just be normal and boring? I don't like drama. And I tell you, this work drama is getting to me as well. UGGHGH!!

The only thing her tm tells me is that he has been with her. Which does tell me a lot. It is easier for me to wrap my mind around him being with her. I've been down this road with her before. Where she confessed her soul out to me...oh what an awful thing she did..blah blah blah. She felt so bad, blah blah blah. I didn't believe her then and I won't believe her now.

His actions over time is the only way to really see any proof. I need to work on myself and help myself not feel like I am drowning.

Me-31 H-38
M: 5 yrs T: 7 yrs
No kids
Went to Prostitutes 10-1-06
Found out about OW 12-24-07
Bomb on EA/PA: 1-2-08
OW ended it with H "for good" 3-8-08
OW is back 4-19-08
H and OW tell me that they are in love 5-19-08
Filed for divorce 6-5-08
Divorced 7-2-08