thanks everyone, BH, Fig, Julie, whatisis, BND,NMDD.
all very good, postive responses. With me soaking my head in the ol punch bowl, I forgot to mention a bright spot in my weekend. I took Tyson to the vet to have his kidney levels checked and they are within normal range! So I am just to keep giving him fluids and bland diet. So bad news Friday but awsome news on Saturday. As I was driving back from the vet with Tyson on my lap I broke down. I thanked god for giving Tyson the stregnth to pull through. I dont have a job but I have my baby boy and right now that's ok with me.


found out about affair 8/06
H moves out Nov/06
D final 8/07
X re marries OW 5/08
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Courage does not always roar, sometimes it is a quiet voice at the end of the day saying... " I will try again tomorrow".
-- Mary Anne Radmacher