*sigh* Here I go again. My phone rings at 1:30am. It is H. He sounds upset and is begging me to let him into the house and sleep on the couch. Says he hasn't been sleeping barely at all for the past few weeks and has no where to go. Tells me he is serious about changing even though he has said it before and didn't really mean this time is different. So I did it. I caved in and let him in the house. I am weak like that. I can't turn my husband away. But I figure it is his house and he does have a right to sleep on the couch. I am not sure if it was a one night thing or what. He has his first class tonight and won't be home until after 10pm.
I am just cautious. I vividly remember January 20th when I kicked him out and he came back saying he was going to change and then 2 days later bolted to be with the OW. Chances are strong that will happen again, so I am ready this time.
Go ahead and throw the 2 x 4's at me.
Me-31 H-38 M: 5 yrs T: 7 yrs No kids Went to Prostitutes 10-1-06 Found out about OW 12-24-07 Bomb on EA/PA: 1-2-08 OW ended it with H "for good" 3-8-08 OW is back 4-19-08 H and OW tell me that they are in love 5-19-08 Filed for divorce 6-5-08 Divorced 7-2-08