Wading with Water wings - 23 years...

[CBK]

You are right about that - basically hearing I want to be with somebody, not just you... cuts right to the heart.

Actually slept fairly well last night, only woke up once, pretty good for me, so got about 5 hours!

For the first time, I had a great dream last night, that WAW came back to R! I have only had nightmares, really bad ones about a murder in my house killing my family - IC said that the murder was the OM - I would wake myself up screaming my WAW's name. So this was a welcome change. Of course, when I did wake up in the middle of the night, I thought about her and how much I miss her. Even is she chooses to no work on the R, I will continue to work on me and R. I do think for the first time yesterday, she is realizing what she is walking out on and what she is losing.

We shall see what happens. I haven't really "talked" to her since Friday when she left, and that was arguing. I really haven't missed it as for the last few weeks, it was so difficult talking to her, so strained, I had to watch everything thing I said around her. Neither of us were healing.

CBK