I did not even mention the best part of my sitch as of late.

The night H avoided giving me a kiss goodnight he was dreaming and even though he hasn't talked in his sleep in a while, he did Sat. He mentioned OW's name Three times that I heard once talking to her something about waiting, and as he was talking to her he was groping for me!!! What a self esteem killer that was.

I know he is going through so much right now. I have been very quiet but still did things for him gave him dinner, plate made for him. made sure all of his clothes were clean, asked him if he wanted anything after dinner. He askes me what was wrong and I said nothing. What i should have said was that I couldn't talk about it then as my feelings were to all over the place to talk in a rational manner. Oh well we can't be perfect at DBing all the time I guess.
It's funny thast he is so quiet most of the time and I wonder if I did something to upset him but when I don't talk something is wrong.


Like I said I know a lot of this is probobly everything that is going on but, what about talking in his sleep about her.
It's not her that concerns me at all, it is the fact that he might still be holding on to her in some way that bothers me.


JAK

Last edited by jak58; 05/19/08 12:50 PM.
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