Hope4us struggle, part 4

[Hope4us]

Thanks CBK. I appreciate the support.

Yesterday WW was quiet all day reading her book glorifying an affair. Didn't say anything to her about it as DS16 is pretty clear he doesn't want me to. And I did the DB thing and thought if I say something to her about it "is this going to get me closer to accomplishing my goals"?

I read "not just friends" for the second time over the last few days and to be honest, after reading it the second time, I'm not sure our marriage has a chance. I'm still going to give it my all, but I'm just not sure WW will EVER give me what I need to make this work given that she's still hanging on to the idea that she was justified in having the affair.

Even though she was quiet yesterday, it wasn't a bad day. I grilled out and when I went to bed I got another "goodnight" from her and DS16 wasn't in the room, so it wasn't for his benefit.

Anyone watch Desperate Housewives? There were a couple of times where there were some (as Pup would say) truth darts in there that made me smile. I'm hoping that WW was paying attention and possibly they had some additional affect, but I doubt it.

I'm just going to keep looking for the baby steps and keep up my PMA and see what happens while keeping an eye on my July deadline for any progress.