Update: Well things are going so wonderful with my H and I.
This last thursday night - I ususally go out to trivia night with friends at a local rest./bar, and my H actually text me to join in. It was a blast, I was shocked that he has been willing to come hang with me around his old friends even though it can be awkward and I was also shocked that he was bored and had nothing better going on. After he told me he was envious of me doing these types of things.
Anyways, when we had an alone moment while at the bar, he leaned over and told me he was so madly in love with me, and the look on his face agreed. I just about crumbled and I really feel like my dream is coming true.
This whole weekend was fantastic, my H and I were together the whole time. He told me today that he wasnt going to move into that other apartment after all. This is a really good sign to me (the other place just seemed like a party haven/freedom hut) and I am glad that he has reconcidered. I think he may be getting more and more used to the idea of just staying at his apartment he is in until he is ready to move back in with me.
Well tommorow evening his band has a gig at a local bar and I told him I would like to come and watch him. He seems a little nervous, but I will be even more nervous to meet all of his young friends and band members. I need to be confident and polite. And I am going to dress to kill. This is going to bring me back to our days in High School when he was in a band and I would go watch him. TIPPER
