Mishka's- new thread/new tude - H who?

[mishka422]

I have read the MLC resources threads here and I understand that it is a crisis. I just find myself waffling between believing he's actually in a crisis and thinking he was just sick of me and sick of being married and walked away from all the responsibility. Everything he has said to me is almost identical to the things everyone else's spouses in crisis have said. He hasn't ever really spewed at me though. He has flat out told me that none of this is about me, it's him. Does that sound like someone in crisis to you? I just can't really tell.

I miss him but I know I can't do anything to change this situation. I was listening to some music today, the good 80's stuff I love, and I started sobbing. How do you sob while listening to The Pet Shop Boys and Spandau Ballet? Easy, the music floods you with shared memories that you no longer have anyone to share them with. That really sucked! I don't think I can listen to my favorite music anymore. It made me really sad.