It sounds as if you are moving in the right direction. It is all about baby steps and not trying to do too much too quickly. We all have to be able to inch forward instead of sprint. This is the only way we'll ever get anywhere close to where we want to be.
Stopping the negativity and focusing on what YOU want to do are EXCELLENT ways to go. Keep it up and let me know how they progress. What is your thread called? I'd like to find it and follow to see if these new baby steps are working for you.
