Running out of patience

[Lupita]

Thank you all for your kind words of support. The reason I think is a MLC is because all of the sudden everything is wrong with his life. He is unhappy with his job, his family lives too far away, we don't financial security and then it's most likely all my fault since he doesn't love me any more. He doesn't know that I know about his internet affair and he swears up and down he is not being unfaitful. I guess since he has not really had sex with her; he does not consider this an affair. He used to be such a loving man and he is a great father. He is very lonely himself since he only speaks to his online "friends". He pretty much has grown apart from any live true friend he had. I am trying my best to do the GAL thing. I got to say that I am still very much in love with him so it makes it very difficult to live in the same household and have little to no communication and I am a talker so it is even worst. He has commented to others that he wishes I told him to leave, but I refuse to do that. This is his decision to make not mine. In a sense, I am very scared of what will be of my life, but most importantly the life of my children without their father. There is so much good information I would like to offer to him regarding what divorce does to children, but for now he is not willing to listen and I am not going to keep pushing. I guess I will know when the time is right.