No really, I just spent some time praying and I told God that I truly can't and don't want to stop loving my H. I believe in the good person that he is on the inside...right now it's tucked very far away, or maybe it's only tucked away from me and other, and it's available to ow....who knows, what I DO know is that he is a good person, deep inside lies a caring, loving man, who used to be so proud of his family !
Love Cinders xxx
"In the depths of my winter, I realized there is within me an invincible summer" Albert Camus
