Cinders - the dead eyes are awful and they remember so little . . . my h has said things and not only denied saying them but acccusd me of making them up!
They try and foist the OP onto everyone, calling it 'normal', and get very aggrieved with people who don't want to buy in. For a variety of reasons they are trying on a new lifestyle, and want everyone to accept this. Deep down so many of them are very uncertain about what they are doing. They feel trapped, and instead of making the inward journey, which is what MLC requires, they externalise their problems.
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See, this is why I so love reading your posts...you seem to know exactly what it's all about, and you can verbalize it beautifully and so accurately.
Reading what you wrote, would have to mean that my H is in ABSOULUTE and DEEP denial of his problems, for he acts and says that THIS (with ow) is the life he wants and always wanted.
I'm sorry - I think I'm analyzing too much today. Just feeling very emotional and left out.
Here I sit crying over a man that I love deeply. Yet he is introducing his great love to his parents at this very moment. How pathetic is that of me? Oh well...
Love Cinders xxx
"In the depths of my winter, I realized there is within me an invincible summer" Albert Camus
