Just got in, but I'm on my way out again to go to my sister's house in Brentwood to pick up a treadmill.

I just responded to H's e-mail:

I want our boys to be happy, too. They are what matter to me more than anything else. They are the sole reason I try to make things work. They deserve every possible chance.

Have a good day.

Getting over a painful experience is much like crossing monkey bars. You have to let go at some point in order to move forward. ~ Joseph Campbell