It is very obvious that he's almost spelling it out for me. Like a map that I need to foloow. It's becoming more and more clear to me that I need to get over the sadness and moodiness that I carry. I don't want H to feel sorry for me and think I'm not handling this maturely. I need to be the woamn who he wants to come home to. That means no crying, arguing or nagging.
Today he picked up D and I asked him to bring the cameras back to the apartment because I haven't seen the pics of the trip he and D took to Florida. He said he wants to put some of the pics on his iPod. Then he suggested that when he drops off D today he'll stick around and do that here. So thats a plus. And I get to be upbeat while he's here.
I sent him a TM last night that said "thanks for today" I didn't get a response until after he picked up D for the day. He said "No need to thank me for yesterday. Never think I don't like spending time with you all". So I wrote back with "I just wanted you to know that I appreciate you". I think I might have scared him off He didn't respond.
Thanks again for your words of wisdom!
Jen
Jen *The more anger towards the past you carry in your heart, the less capable you are of loving in the present*
He didn't respond.
