well i woke up in the new place and I feel like lonelyest man alive today. my W and I no longer havea mutual place to call our own. i guess i realy didnt mind tre times she stoped over at out old place, aas at least she was still in my life at least on the perifiral. now ...

Gal is great and getting out seeems to help but there are times when im alone and then i get very depressed. It would be so wonderfull to at least know if my W thought about me, but when I called her yesturday to tell her I had taken the care of the cabel at the old place she said "thanks and have a great day" then prombly let me go.

I know I can mnake it on my own, its just my W is missd and I feel her loss badly today. sorry for the rant.