You need to emotionally DETACH. You need to 100 % let go. You need to do NO relationship talk, no OM talk no NOTHING.... just work on YOU. What are you doing for yourself? Going to the gym? Working up some six-pack abs? Flirting with the ladies? Let go of the leash. Do NOT expect W to come back!!!
I'm not saying close the door. I'm saying get away from it. Quit trying to figure out how to get W to walk back in, quit analyzing and hoping.... let her go...
Start creating a great life without her.
You are in the midst of a mind trip and if you don't get out of it and detach, you will definitely kill off any remote chance (and the key here is "remote").
There is no arriving, ever. It is all a continual becoming.
