sometimes we must allow these feelings to run its course, I totally understand you honey))))))))))) I give myself a few secs to feel like this sometimes, a bit of my self, a tiny piece of my soul who is allowed to pout, stamp her feet and hurt when she thinks of him and ow and about being alone. I pat "her" on the head, and tell her it is ok to feel this way, and let her be.
I will be praying very very hard for you everytime i remember your stich, i pray they allow you to leave mrsH, I pray you able to forge a new path for yourself and kids elsewhere))))))))))
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.
