Wow Eagle that mood swing must be very difficult to handle. She must have had some time when you left to think about things and realize that you can't control many of these issues (the pet getting sick, her life...etc. I guess you can only control your breathing. \:\) ).

I hope you don't plan on going back to the IC. You don't need someone who
"thinks you can do better." You need someone who is going to help you with the feelings you have and to be a better you while understanding that you are wanting to save your marriage.

Hang in there....I will be praying for you.

Sara

Me-31 H-38
M: 5 yrs T: 7 yrs
No kids
Went to Prostitutes 10-1-06
Found out about OW 12-24-07
Bomb on EA/PA: 1-2-08
OW ended it with H "for good" 3-8-08
OW is back 4-19-08
H and OW tell me that they are in love 5-19-08
Filed for divorce 6-5-08
Divorced 7-2-08