I hate so much being in this sitch. I want a wife who I can L, who will be there for me... who I can kiss. She's not the one. I don't things will change, she likes what we have... Married without no commitments.
My sisters and I were talking to a divorce lawyer. One of my sisters asked the lawyer if she sold gift certificates. We all got a big laugh.
Tonight I'm choosing to stay home alone. My W took D10 over our friends house for dinner. She offered me to come along but I'm interested. The last conversation we had hurt me bad.
My W said that I was abusing her mentally. I don't have any idea of what she was talking about, so I agreed with her. She told me just b/c I don't hurt her physically that I'm not abusing her. I asked if we could start or R allover. To pick a day and then start counting how many times I been verbally abusive. She refused to start things off new. For the record I've written most of the things I've told my W. If someone has been following my stitch you can tell me where I've been abusive.
Now, I don't want to say anything to my W. Forget about my dreams or wantign a life together... they're not in the future.
