It is strange that as I sit in my home and I am the one feeling guilty for what has happened! Maybe the guilt from not listening to the posters is setting in, thinking if I would have done something differenct, I would be in a different place right now. I think it was inevitable one of us moving out, she was planning on doing this at the end of summer and we were both just living in h3ll at home. I replay our convo yesterday in my head, I lost my temper once I think, she was irrate the entire time at me. I just kind of chuckle when she was saying I was invading her space - I wanted to say who's space where you invading the last year or so? But I didn't.
Just thinking is all, no real answers, no real questions... just going through the emotional roller coaster. Do I miss her, yea, do I love her, year - am I all broken up and crying - nope, not at all.
CBK
M=46 W=47 M=24 (together 26) D21, S19 Bomb 3/16/08 OM 3/28/08 WAW moved out 5/16 Divorce final 10/09
