I think I posted to you last year before taking a long break.
My hubby partially moved out last summer AFTER God sent the other person back home to another state not that that was anything great, neither liked the other much and they only said negative stuff about eachother. It was weird.
My husband is around all the time watching the kids while I am at work, he gets ready for work here and sleeps here sometimes he comes over after work. We attend family functions together and major holidays. He did avoid our anniversary, Valentine's and Mother's Day though. He controls himself pretty well around the kids and I occasionally he gets upset with me.
I recently found out he tends to spew at his friends more often then at me. He has also spewed at his older brother. There is the self medication with alcohol. He admitted to his brother that sometimes somthing will just set him off. I know though that everyday that goes by he is getting better regardless of setbacks he is getting better.
I can certainly relate to the time lapses and things its so odd. Or he thinks he told me something but didn't????
At anyrate my question to you is about the intimacy.
During this whole crusade we have remained intimate. It gives me a chance to show him I love him and I pray it brings up feelings within him as well. I also want to keep the marriage bed pure from now on.
Ok so I get these little talks during intimacy that it is just sex. Yesterday he totally caught me off guard and gave me this extrememly passionate long kiss. He had not done that in a long time it was very moving. Then after as if to catch himself I got the "this is just sex I dont want you reading more into it than it is." All I could say was mmm-hmmm. It didnt matter what he said that kiss said a lot more.
I was wondering if it was like that for you and your hubby for a long time. I want to believe that he is just hiding his true feelings because he still needs to work out things within himself. He admitted to his brother in February he still loves me he just isn't "feeling" it. Not sure what the second part means.
I know though that God still has work to do so I need to wait on God's timing.
