Thanks Puppy - it is amazing what I coulnd't handle - never in my life have I felt so vulernable and weak, never. I do think this was a gift - as my friend said, she left me a long time ago menatlly, she needs to figure out who she is and work on herself. I am there if she needs me, but I am not seeking her out.
That is what I am thinking about MC - our insurance pays this one, but not the others - groan. Will have to see if we talk at all before then or not.
Thanks for checking in.
CBK
M=46 W=47 M=24 (together 26) D21, S19 Bomb 3/16/08 OM 3/28/08 WAW moved out 5/16 Divorce final 10/09