Wading with Water wings - 23 years...

[CBK]

Thanks all - margarita's helped until about 1 am - then had to pop an ambien - slept util about 7 AM which was needed. Got up and went to the gym and worked out and took a steam - back at home.

I know, deep down, it is good that she moved to her mom's house. I could not for the life of me detach, as much as I tried, all my waking hours were thinking of her or OM - well, I may have just pushed her further into OM, who knows. Coming back from the gym, I was dying to drive by to make sure she was okay and say we need to set up some boundaries if we are just going to get along, but I remembered what you all said - give her the space, don't contact, let her figure out what needs figuring out.

Although I still feel somewhat at peace, there is a lot of sadness right now - cycling through the mourning process again. I will keep really busy around the house today until we go to the rodeo, then we are supposed to go to a friends house for our monthly "couples" dinner. I have decided to go regardless if WAW goes, they all have been very good to both of us. If WAW goes, then we can be cordial I am sure.

I have no idea what I should do next except take care of me and my kids and give WAW her space. She will do what she does and hopefully will want to talk about boudaries.

Still not sure what to do about MC on Thursday - any thoughts?

CBK