Its very hard for me let go when I see an amazing person who needs help. this would be an entirely different story if she was connected to the rest of her life. if she spoke with all her friends and family and just said "I can't stand that man and its over" that’s one thing, but the way that she has buried her self in the sand, tells me its little to do with me and makes me want to help her.

I guess the best help i can give her is to let her figure it out on her own, to include falling if that’s what it takes, and being here continuing my life and being there for her when she is ready.

the ball game last night was fun even though the local team got killed. it was good to hang out with friends, then an old buddy came over and we talked for hours, next weekend is a guys weekend with 5 of my college buddies, so that should be great.

Me 27, W26
T-12 M-4
SEP 4/29/08
Holding
250 miles
Awaiting
Support
Current