CBK, let this be a huge lesson to all, if I would have listened better and given her the space she needed, I would not be where I am tonight. I do take full responsibility for my actions
this doesn't always work, you give them space and they find something else to use against us, it isn't your fault. Also, regarding our emotions, I have never cried so much in my life as I have done in the last six months, wow, I told my W several times, that she made me this way, I'm upset, mad, not my usual self because of this situation she put me in.
You have every right to feel the way you do, its health, its a pain again, you are here because of W, you are trying, you are doing what you can - FYI letter you wrote, I wrote same letter and probably a lot of other guys in our situation. I probably wrote W a book (poems, cards, letters) before I found DB and this web site and figured out I was pursuing and that wasn't going to work.
Its you me and H4H, we are all in same situation, My W is scheduled to leave on June 1st, I agree with you God only knows what the outcome of all this will be, we can only be the best that we can and work on ourselves, and cheer on the Spurs for H4H The kids do help, I'm scared what mine are going to think, they are sooooo young.
We all have a long haul ahead of us, good or bad it's the path we choose thats important,
M45 W41 M10 years D9, D6, D6, S5 OM confirmed 12/07 merry christmas to me PA confirmed 03/08 no sex yet ??? let me hope !!! W moving out June 1st - 16 days
