First there was (is) the longterm A where stbxh couldn't decide what he wanted.
Then, he filed but still went back and forth on whether or not he wanted to try to reconcile - obviously not, since he never took any action end it w/ow.
Now, he is insisting on living in our house until it sells... Seems like moving in full-time w/ow isn't an option - at least not until he can support her!
So, I will be D in a month and nothing is going to change. I will still be living in limbo he!!. Walking on eggshells in my own house. Would it be mean to shake things up and tell ow that stbxh frequently tries to initiate sex with me?
In the meantime, I still struggle every time D4 leaves with stbxh to stay overnight at ow's. Last night was particularly hard. D4 cried out for me and then, got really quiet after I put her in the car to leave. I worry so much about her. She is such loving child and being without her Mommy OR her Daddy for more than a short time makes her so sad. Maybe I'm being paranoid but she seemed to change when she knew she was going to ow's for the weekend. Maybe she hates it.. Maybe she doesn't.. All I know is that my radar is on high alert!
One final thing.. I finished my first 5K race. Time was ok.. I'll do better in the next one. Something to strive for
