I just got back after going out tonight to see that band I mentioned in another post. They are so good w/ the classic rock they play that it is too enjoyable to not go.
Anyway, it was again good to be out and about and I was picked up by two women tonight, one of which gave me her number when she left. I'll admit it is flattering, but even as I was dancing, I didn't want to be out on the floor w/ someone other than my W. I didn't keep the phone number as I was never going to use it. It is a nice ego boost to be hit on, but I didn't really want it. I want my W back. That is still where I am.
Oh, well. At least I know that I'll be ok when and if I need to be out there on my own again. That doesn't mean I have to want to be there, but at least I know I'll be ok and people still find me attactive. That helps. It really does.
However... I still miss my W. I miss my partner and my friend.
