well tommorow is moving day. i will work all night and then go strait into a move. me and my wife had such a nice house, and now we both get to move into small apartments. lately i dont know if i finaly detached or if i hit the numb phase but i dont feel much. could just be the exsaustion. i will try to contact another C monday. folks i hope i shake this funk soon. i fell my hope and love dwindeling. ahh who am i kidding. every time i feel this way i just have too see her fce to face and i fall inlove all over.
