I started my first night alone not of my choice for the first time in about 12 years tonight. I knew this was coming down the road and as much as I tried to prepare myself for it....it still wasn't enough. Up until that point the mornings were the roughest because they represented a day closer to when the separation was going to happen. Tonight all I feel is numbness I guess a part of me had held out hope that this day wouldn't come. In the past few weeks the two things that seem to help me the most are blogging or just plain crying (it can be exhausting). I hope this helps
TwinDad Me 39, W 36, M 11 W - MLC, WAW???? 2 Kids B/G 3 YRS Old Start of the Long and Bumpy Road..... On the verge of piecing.....a new beginning
I guess a part of me had held out hope that this day wouldn't come. In the past few weeks the two things that seem to help me the most are blogging or just plain crying (it can be exhausting). I hope this helps
