Making progress I guess-- like you. Trying to live for today and not make my descions based on feelings OR EXPECTATIONS. I am finding that that REALLY helps. AND doing for ME. It is new to me but I am learning.
I am very thankful for counseling. It is the safe place where someone does care about ME but they are not emotionally involved..it makes it so easy to be hoesnt and real.
Knowing that the D is well - in play has "taken the pressure off..." i dont know why. It is wierd. AND I AM SURE that when I get the papers it will be another hard wierd day.
M-20 years/BOMB 12/24/06 Moved out 3/12/07 D final 7/30/2008 finding myself again
